Mood Dandy&Tired

We went to the beach, and just like last year Joel and I got tons of pictures, but this time there are more kissy ones, cause this time we weren't just wishing we were going out, we acctually are. -aherm-

But I am really pleased with the outcome of some of these, such a windswept, and War&eace and Tomb tunnel. It reflected my good day that i had. It was really one of the best beach days. It seems like the days I spend with Joel get better and better, even though we fight more often we are trying to fix it- He's worth it.

I was listening to Cake's version of I Will Survive and thinking how i could relate, (nothing to do wif Joel) wishing I could do something about this icky feeling in my chest about this one thing. But for the most part life is wonderous.

So, the last Journal entry? Bipolar? Nah! I just forgot to take my meds those few days, and it really messes with my mentality. I'm still recovering. I have been rude to my family and friends, and I sincerly appologize because all of you are worth it. especially My Brother, My sister and Joel <3 <3 I love you 3

Will you look at my new pictures, please? I am proud!

PS- This is going to make me sound Skitzophranic, but I've been smelling latex ALL DAY! out of no where! I can't get that gross weird condom smell away from me. Ehg.

PPS- Am I the only one who thinks condom's smell weird??